MOOD: NERVOUS
LISTENING TO: Regina Spektor
Dear Diary,
We perfomed last night. On national television. In front of millions of people. I don’t even know what to think of that. We didn’t mess up and everyone sounded all right, so that’s good. We didn’t win, but whatever. I told the guys before we performed that I would be leaving the group after that performance. I just can’t see myself doing this. Singing for millions of screaming girls.
Now acting, for millions of girls, that’s another story.
In other news, this morning I watched Pride and Prejudice-the BBC version. Mmmmm Colin Firth. Now there’s someone I wouldn’t mind learning how to thrust with.
I have first round auditions for the play History Boys next month. Now that is something I can look forward to. They say every casting director around comes to see that play.
Cross your fingers for me.

-Ben